Spoiler Alert (Book Review) – OMG THE REPRESENTATION

Let’s talk Spoiler Alert by Olivia Dade. As you can possibly tell from my title, OMG SO MUCH REPRESENTATION! First off, I want to thank @heartof.tati on Instagram for having a post about this book! If I hadn’t seen that, I wouldn’t have known this book existed and I don’t know what I would have done without this in my life.

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Plus-Sized

This plus-sized representation goes above and beyond what I was expecting. April is one of the two main characters in this book, and she happens to be a plus-size woman! Now, April isn’t just plus-size for the sake of having a bigger character. Olivia Dade has April show growth in her body positivity, set firm boundaries with those around her, AND speak out about the issue in a public forum. I was simply happy to see a larger woman (like me) in a romance novel. Instead, I found myself frequently crying happy tears. April being unapologetically fat and loving herself, motivated me to go out wearing whatever I want. That shows how much this story resonated with me.

Dyslexia

The whole novel revolves around the show and book series Gods of the Gates. The second main is Marcus, who plays a major role in the TV show. He may be the hottest in the series, but he actually struggles with dyslexia! Dade goes into his background and how this struggle helped to form who he is as an adult, but it also gives real examples of someone struggling with dyslexia. Marcus is frequently shown using the speech to text function on this phone to send messages, as well as, having his computer read text aloud for him. As a teacher who sees students struggle reading, it’s so wonderful to see a book showing someone being successful and using the “tricks” to help function better in a world surrounded by words.

Adult Fan Fiction Writers

Yes, we exist! Fan fiction isn’t only for angsty teens and lonely geeks. Everyone can love reading and writing fan fiction. I attempted to dabble in writing myself, but I’ve found that I enjoy reading far more than writing. Anyway, it was so nice to see ADULTS! Legit adults too. Marcus is in his early 40s and April is in her mid 30s. Both, MALE AND FEMALE characters are fan fiction writers. Gah! I hate that I’m kinda embarrassed, as an adult, to admit that I enjoy reading fan fiction. I shouldn’t be! Some fan fiction writers are significantly better than published authors. The absolute truth! I have cried reading fan fiction more than I have while reading printed books.

Other Representation & Trigger Warnings

This book touches on a lot of topics that could trigger people (although the book is fairly fluffy) so I wanted to make sure to mention them. Involves: parental emotional abuse, sexual content, hate speech, fat jokes, ableist language regarding dyslexia, fat shaming. Touches on: alcoholism, body dysmorphia, ADHD.

Body Shaming The Evil Queen (Fairest of All – Book Review

Let me start by saying that Fairest of All by Serena Valentino wasn’t at all what I expected. This retelling of Disney’s classic Snow White seriously took me by surprise in a good way. I had no idea what to expect when picking this up. In the movie, the Evil Queen is jealous of Snow White for her beauty. The original story seemed so straight forward. How could there be an entertaining backstory for the Queen? Turns out, the answer is body shaming.

Body Shaming

Okay, let’s talk about body shaming real quick in case you’ve been living under a rock or something. Body shaming is when someone is criticized or shamed for their body. Typically, body shaming refers to body size. For example: Calling someone fat. All I ever really see on social media are critiques on body shaming in relation to size. But, that’s not all. Calling someone ugly is also body shaming. Saying someone’s nose is too big or laughing about how someone’s ears stick out a bit too much is body shaming.

My Experience

I’m a bigger woman. I’ve been on the larger side my whole life. Needless to say, I’ve been body shamed before. However, I want to talk about my most recent experience. I was about half-way through Fairest of All when this happened.

My boyfriend (let’s call him KJ) told me that a female coworker had actually made some not so nice comments about me. I wasn’t there for these comments, but KJ told me after the fact. Apparently, this coworker asked KJ if he likes chubby girls. In all honesty, even after all these years, hearing someone call me chubby or fat in a negative way hurts. I think it will always hurt. However, in Korean culture it’s not necessarily rude to comment on someone’s weight here. So, I tried to take it with a grain of salt. But then, there was another comment.

KJ loves talk to people from all over the world, so he frequently joins chat groups to meet new people. He was showing a male coworker some of his international friends when the same female coworker said “These girls are prettier than your girlfriend.” Of course, KJ stood up for me but knowing someone said that about me to someone I love hurts a lot. When KJ told me, I wanted to cry. I hate that I let someone, who I’ve never even met, get to me. But I’m trying my best to not let it stay in my heart.

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The Evil Queen

In Fairest of All, the Queen also grew up being body shamed, but for her appearance. On top of that, the person doing the body shaming was her father. He constantly called her “ugly” and made her life miserable. Even after she marries the King, she continues to struggle with self confidence and self worth. While things did start looking better for her, it all came crashing down after the King died. Her grief consumed her. She no longer had a loving voice to cover up the comments from her father that still swam in her head.

Then, she gets the mirror with her father’s soul trapped in it. Because he has to tell the truth, the Queen forces him to tell her she is beautiful everyday. Hearing HIM, the one who tormented her as a child, call her beautiful becomes this drug and she is addicted. The Queen can’t get enough and struggles when her father says someone’s beauty has surpassed hers. This addiction corrupts her soul and turns her into the Queen we see in Disney’s Snow White.

The Queen was so kind and loving, even when her father was so awful to her. If she didn’t have that insecurity from, a lifetime of bullying, she wouldn’t have needed the daily validation from her father in the mirror. Her self-worth wouldn’t have been dependent on how others perceive her. She wouldn’t have constantly compared herself to those around her. She could have lived a happy life with her step-daughter. But then, we wouldn’t have to story of Snow White.

Do not believe your father’s lies, my little girl. He doesn’t see you as you are and I fear for your soul should you ever let his darkness linger in your heart.

From Nanny to the Queen in Fairest of All by Serena Valentino

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Everyone in Jaws Sucks (Book Review)

Did you know that Jaws wasn’t just a Spielberg movie, but a best selling novel? Yeah, neither did I until recently. I decided to immediately read it as I had already planned on giving my boyfriend a shark themed birthday. Jaws is a movie classic that everyone should see, but so is the novel. Peter Benchley‘s novel of the same name, should also be on your TBR. It was a suspenseful novel and I loved the sections from the shark’s PoV. The novel exceeded my expectations! You expect that after seeing the movie, the suspense wouldn’t be there. However, things are written in such a way that makes you hold your breath even if you think you know what’s coming.

Assuming you have seen the movie or know what it’s about, the premise is the same. Big shark kills people. Two of the bigger changes were the romance and mafia sub-plots that didn’t make an appearance in the movie. The main characters are all there and have the same roles with minor changes except, the character’s were unlikable. In the movie, everyone is at least somewhat likable, even when making horrible decisions. However, in the book, there wasn’t a single person that I liked. In fact, I disliked them so much that I decided to make a full post about it.

You, who have never read Jaws, you who have only seen the movie, I can see you frowning, I can hear you saying to yourself, “Romance? Mafia? What’s he talking about? Where’s all that stuff?” Read on, please, and discover for yourselves.

Peter Benchley in the “Introduction to the 30th Anniversary Edition” in Jaws
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Chief Martin Brody

Listen, Brody is a pushover. We can all agree on this, right? He knows the right thing is to close the beach after the first shark attack. But he caves to the pressures of people like Vaughan and Meadows. Three more people are killed before he gets the balls to close the beach. A couple days of no action and Brody is again pressured to open the beaches for the 4th of July and does. I want to remind you that Brody is the one who has the authority to close the beaches. He doesn’t need approval to do so. So, the beaches are open again. No one is really swimming until a boy is dared to by his friends. Brody had the chance to stop the boy from going in, but chose against it. As a result, the shark almost kills the kid. At the end of the day, Chief Brody made a lot of bad calls because of peer pressure and the threat of losing his job. Is it really that hard to do the right thing, Brody? I don’t think so.

The Cherry on Top

And for good measure, I’ll mention how Chief Brody was more obsessed with trying to figure out if Hooper slept with Ellen than he was about finding and killing the shark. Let’s move on people. 4 people are dead already and there was almost a 5th.

He had to take the blame, but it was not rightly his. It belonged to Larry Vaughan and his partners, whoever they might be. He had wanted to do the right thing; they had forced him not to. But who were they to force him? If he couldn’t stand up to Vaughan, what kind of cop was he? He should have closed the beaches.

About Chief Brody in Jaws by Peter Benchley

Wife Ellen Brody

Ellen is completely self-centered. I had no idea someone could be so self-centered when everyone around her is being eaten by a massive shark. She spends a majority of the book dreaming about the life she could have had if she hadn’t married Martin. Don’t misunderstand, it’s not like she was forced to marry Martin. She married for love. She WANTED to marry Martin and have the Amity life. However, she now feels this desperation to connect with her old life of privilege. Okay, I know I sound like I’m bashing someone for no reason. BUT SHE PLANS A DINNER PARTY WHEN 4 PEOPLE HAVE DIED IN 5 DAYS AND HER HUSBAND IS UNDER INCREDIBLE STRESS JUST SO SHE CAN CLING TO HER OLD LIFE OF SOPHISITICATION! Not only that, but she sleeps with Hooper out of boredom essentially. She doesn’t even realize how awful she is being until the last quarter of the book.

The past–like a bird long locked in a cage and suddenly released–was flying at her, swirling around her head, showering her with longing.

About Ellen Brody in Jaws by Peter Benchley

Reporter Harry Meadows

I kind of want to punch him in the throat for making everything worse. He purposefully left the first attack out of the paper. Then, later he blames the police and local government officials for hiding the first attack. He even put in a FAKE QUOTE from Chief Brody saying Brody chose to not close the beaches. MEADOWS KNEW AND MADE THE DECISION TO NOT WRITE ABOUT IT IN THE PAPER. Honestly, I can’t stand people and this whole thing makes me furious.

So it seems to me, Martin, that there’s no reason to get the public all upset over something that’s almost sure not to happen again.

Harry Meadows to Chief Brody in Jaws by Peter Benchley

Mayor Larry Vaughan

This is who I really wish would have been eaten by the shark. Just like all the townspeople, he was selfish. I mean COME ON! Yes, I understand the town will struggle. I get that the town gets the main bulk of income from the summer season. However, this is no excuse for not caring about human life. Vaughan is the one who brings the mafia subplot. It was pretty inconsequential and was just an excuse for why Vaughan was adamant on keeping the beaches open. The whole book basically, Vaughan is a jerk about people being killed by a shark. He only cares about himself and his mafia, real estate business partners. He may wither away to essentially nothing from stress, but he deserved a more gruesome death.

We do have one thing going for us. Miss Watkins was a nobody. She was a drifter. No family, no close friends. She said she had hitchhiked East from Idaho. So she wont’ be missed.

Vaughn to Chief Brody in Jaws by Peter Benchley

Researcher Matthew Hooper

Okay, listen. There is that argument that the person cheating is the only one responsible and not the person who they are doing the cheating with… if any of that made sense to you. However, Hooper was a total jerk for sleeping with Ellen. He knew she was married. He knew they didn’t have an open relationship. But he went ahead and encouraged it anyway. Most of the time Brody and Hooper are fighting over who has the bigger dick. Personally, I feel like he did it to have this secret one-up over Chief Brody.

That fish is a beauty. It’s the kind of thing that makes you believe in a god. It shows you what nature can do when she sets her mind to it.

Hooper to Quint and Chief Brody after seeing the shark in Jaws by Peter Benchley

Fisherman Quint

This is the only person I’m conflicted about. He seems like an okay person. I mean, he is unsympathetic completely. He charges $400 a day to take Hooper and Chief Brody out to try and kill the shark. Not to mention, he breaks fishing laws all the time. However, he has logical arguments for both so I let that go. What really made me pissed off is the scene where he splits a shark open at it’s stomach and throws it back into the water. He actually enjoyed watching the shark eat itself and even was looking forward to other sharks coming to eat the one he cut open. I get fishing for a living and doing what needs to be done. However, what Quint did was for pure amusement and that disgusts me.

If we’re lucky, in a minute other blues’ll come around, and they’ll help him eat himself. If we get enough of them, there’ll be a real feeding frenzy. That’s quite a show.

Quint talking to Chief Brody and Hooper after he cut a shark open and threw it into the ocean in Jaws by Peter Benchley

Despite all this, Jaws is a terrific book. It kept me on my toes and went way above my expectations! Sure, I didn’t like any of the characters, but there is something special about hate. I easily fall in love with characters and relate to so many. However, it takes a lot for me to dislike a character. There needs to be a level of realism for me to connect to in order to build that hatred. That being said, Benchley did an amazing job.

So tell me, who did you hate the most? Was there anyone you found likable? Do unlikable characters turn you away from a book?

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A Book List For Bradley and His Kids

So, basically my long term plan has always been to be a librarian. I used to have an active BookTube channel, that I’m hoping to start up again this summer maybe? I started this blog thinking I could post book stuff here as well. (Check out some of my other book lists.) However, life happens and dogs happen and depression happens and things get forgotten. But I’m back and hopefully going to keep this blog going this time.

Anyway, I had a guy I knew back in my middle school and high school days message me for book recommendations! Someone I haven’t spoken to in 15ish years reached out to ME for a list of books to read! This felt amazing and I immediately put together a list of books for him. I decided that I would go ahead and share that list on my blog 🙂

The Book List

For the Kids

So, this guy has kids WHO LOOK EXACTLY LIKE HIM and I thought I would put together a book list that they could read together. 

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Erotic Stories for Punjabi Widows – Book Review

Balli Kaur Jaswal’s Erotic Stories for Punjabi Widows follows a writing class for Punjabi widows that morphed from an ESL class to an erotic creative writing class. Giggling and shy, the women use these stories to demand the respect and authority they desire in their everyday life. Throw in a little romance and murder mystery all mixed together with the immigrant experience, and Jaswal has created a novel that pleases all readers, in more ways than one. *wink*

Fiery-eyed and indignant, they would pen their stories for the whole world to read.

Balli Kaur Jaswal, Erotic Stores for Punjabi Widows

Characters

The main character, Nikki, is a daughter of Indian immigrants. She has grown up with the mindset of your average millennial, but choices come at a price. Nikki struggles at home with the pressures to follow cultural expectation. However, she watches as the Punjabi widows in her class defy these cultural expectations.

Nikki never imagined these traditional widows would be interested in erotic stories, much less write them. The widows all crave something they can’t have or never had in their lives. The classes started off as a secret rebellion, something not to be shared outside the classroom. But, it’s hard to keep a secret. Especially ones about newlywed Indian women taking control in the bedroom.

Death is better than life if a girl doesn’t have her honor. Sometimes the younger generation needs this reminder.

Balli Kaur Jaswal, Erotic Stories for Punjabi Widows

My Thoughts

When I picked up this book, I was a little worried I would be lost in a culture I knew nothing about. However, Jaswal does a fantastic job of educating the reader about Punjabi and Indian culture. She does this in a humorous way that allowed me to comfortably slip into a foreign culture.

Perhaps passion and excitement were meant to be secondary to a stable adult life.

Balli Kaur Jaswal, Erotic Stories for Punjabi Widows

Trying to compare this to any other book is futile. It’s unlike anything I’ve come across before. It was such a new experience and everyone should try reading it. There is some sexually explicit scenes, but the erotic stories are italicized so you can easily skip over them if you want. Usually, the stories don’t go into too much detail and they aren’t long and drawn out.

Overall, highly recommend! 5 out of 5! Please read it so I can have someone to discuss it with!

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15 Books I Want to Read Again

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Does anyone else have this problem where you want to re-read a book, but you feel like you shouldn’t because your TBR (to-be-read) pile is so high and growing every day?  Yeah, me too.    So many books have been floating around in my head saying “read me, read me” but I’ve been doing my best to ignore them.  However, I have recently decided that life is short and I shouldn’t NOT read something again because of a growing list of other books.  Here is a list of 15 Books I Want to Read Again!

 

  1. The Night Circus by Erin Morgenstern

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    I read this back when I was in San Antonio.  I remember it being pretty popular because Morgenstern wrote it during NaNoWriMo.  My friend and I read it at the same time and we both fell in love with the circus.  Morgenstern really was able to bring it to life so vividly and I felt like I was actually there!  Honestly, I don’t remember any of the plot or anything else that happened except for the circus…

  2. Coraline by Neil Gaiman

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    Coraline is my favorite book.  No lie.  I plan on getting two Coraline tattoos one day and I actually have a tattoo artist in mind that would be perfect for what I’m wanting.  I’m going to get the Other Mother’s hand on one thigh and a vintage looking key on the other thigh.  Originally, I was wanting to get them on my feet, but I decided it would be too small and I read it fades quickly there. Back to the book, Coraline was given to me by my Aunt Donna and I actually have a first edition!  I know other friends have read it after they were adults and it didn’t impact them as much.  I guess I just read it at the right time, when I needed it most.  Neil Gaiman is my favorite author, however, I haven’t read everything by him yet.  I’m such a bad fan!  But Coraline is a book that I have already re-read, and re-read often.

  3. The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy by Douglas Adams

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    Okay, I’ve read Hitchhiker’s twice, but this is really a book that you need to read multiple times.  There is so much packed into one book and you really need to read it multiple times just to catch all the little details.  This particular book has been swimming in the forefront of my brain for a couple weeks now.  I’m sure I’ll be picking it up again soon.

  4. The Princess Bride by William Goldman

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    I didn’t realize this was a book for the longest time!  I was about 23 by the time I read it even though I had watched the movie as a kid.  Admittedly, I wasn’t in love with the movie like most others my age.  However, now that I’m older I appreciate it more and it’s something I would like to share with my students if I can manage to find Korean subtitles!  One thing I remember enjoying about this book were the footnotes.  Hopefully, I’ll find time in 2019 to sit and read it!

  5. The Phantom Tollbooth by Norton Juster

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    This is another book that I didn’t realize was a book.  When I was younger I was in love with The Phantom Tollbooth movie.  I would rent it from the library all the time and I’m sure my mom got tired of it after a while.  As I got older there were so many vocabulary words that I already knew because of the movie.  Specifically, I remember being a freshman in high school and one of our vocabulary words was “doldrums” which means “a state or period of inactivity or stagnation” (from dictionary.com).  I was so excited because the doldrums portion of the movie was one of my favorite parts!  I absolutely loved the book as well and really want to read it again to really fall into that world.

  6. The Face on the Milk Carton by Caroline B. Cooney

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    I read this book when I was in elementary school and I remember being in total shock and awe.  I mostly read books like The Magic Attic Club and the books about The American Girl Dolls, so this was new territory for me.  It was something that could happen (though not likely) and it blew my mind.  After this, I started to branch out more and discovered that I really enjoyed thrillers, crime, and science fiction.

  7. The King, the Mice and the Cheese by Nancy Gurney

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    This was my favorite children’s book when I was younger.  My mom read it so much that we had to tape it back together because the cover and other pages were falling out.  I have so many memories of that book and if I ever have kids I’m going to buy that for them.  Actually, I may as well buy it now and read it to my dogs.  They actually love when I read to them 🙂

  8. Where the Sidewalk Ends by Shel Silverstein

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    Come on, who doesn’t like this book?  I actually had my students read one of his poems, but I don’t think they really appreciated it.  Fortunately, I didn’t really care and just enjoyed it on my own.  This and A Light in the Attic are such good books!  One of the teachers at my school is trying to read children’s books in English to help her study.  Her teacher sent her a list of books to try and read and this was on there!  I highly recommended this to her and I hope she gets the chance to read it.

  9. Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone by J.K. Rowling

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    I feel like such a bad Potter fan.  My dogs are named Remus and Tonks, and I’m over here forgetting major plot points!  I’ve read the first 3 books multiple times, but I haven’t managed to read any of the thicker ones again.  I really need to get on the ball before I lose my credibility with the fandom.

  10. Elsewhere by Gabrielle Zevin

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    I remember this book really well considering it’s been 10 years since I last read it.  I recommended it to many friends and everyone that read it loved it.  Heaven, hell, and all that isn’t something I believe in.  When you die, your body decomposes and that’s all.  Back to being dirt.  But after I read Elsewhere I thought it would be nice if this is how it actually happened.  Speaking of death and things… The Good Place on Netflix is one of the best shows out there.  Also, there is a book called Stiff by Mary Roach talking about cadavers and different things you can do with your body after you die and it’s also amazing!  I’ve got 3 different options for my family members to choose from when I die.  They can pool together and pick one 🙂

  11. A Game of Thrones by George R.R. Martin

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    After watching the first season on HBO, I read the book.  It was fantastic and I wanted to read the others, but that’s about the time when I kind of stopped reading altogether.  Now, I want to get back into the series, but I need to read the first book again since there is so much I’ve already forgotten.

  12. Jurassic Park by Michael Crichton

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    Jurassic Park is one of my favorite movies of all time.  I’m actually having my students watch it right now and they are thoroughly enjoying it!  I read the book about 2 or 3 years ago and fell in love with this world all over again.  I’m sure it helps that I love dinosaurs in general.

  13. Flowers in the Attic by V.C. Andrews

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    I’ve read this book twice already and I don’t know why, but I keep wanting to torture myself.  I can’t manage to read past this first book in the series, but I keep reading this one.  It’s like a darker version of A Series of Unfortunate Events and I just can’t take reading how these kids suffer anymore.  However, you can bet your butt I’ll read this book again and again.  There is just something about it that keeps dragging me back.  I haven’t seen any of the movie adaptations and I don’t plan to.  I’ve heard they aren’t good and I can’t imagine any movie being made that will fully capture what the book is able to give readers.  Seriously, one of the best books I’ve ever read even if the content is haunting.

  14. Running Out of Time by Margaret Peterson Haddix

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    This was one of the books I found after reading The Face on the Milk Carton.  I was again in total shock and I remember telling my mom about this book in detail because I was so fascinated by the idea of living in an experiment, essentially.  My mom told me that if I like this, I would also like The Truman Show.  Also, I’m going to say it like many before me have… M. Night Shyamalan totally ripped off this book when he wrote The Village.  I watched The Village at my grandparent’s house and afterwards went into a lengthy, angry rant about how his movie was a total rip of one of my favorite childhood books!  I’m sure no one in my family cared and just tuned me out, but I couldn’t let the injustice go!  I’m still bitter about it actually.

  15. A BOOK THAT I CAN’T SEEM TO FIND

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    The Book

    There is a book that I read when I was younger.  I rented it from the local library and it was about polio.  The main character was a girl, but she wasn’t the one who got polio.  I think her neighborhood friend got polio and her mom was very adamant about her staying away from him.  That’s about all I remember from the book.

    When I read the back cover I didn’t know what polio was and asked my mom about it.  She took the book from my hand and read the back cover as well and made sure I got it from the kids/YA section before she let me rent it.  After we got home we sat and had a discussion about it and it’s role in America.  I still remember how the book made me feel and I really really want to read it again!

    Two Possibilities

    So far I haven’t been able to find the book, but I have found two books that could be a maybe.  Hero of Lesser Causes by Julie Johnston and Blue by Joyce Moyer Hostetter.  I’m going to read these two, possibly next year and try to see if either of them are the book I’ve been searching for!

 

So many of these books were such an important part of my life growing up and it’s kind of awesome to see them all in a list together!  I am a little nervous about reading some of the books I read when I was in elementary or middle school.  What if I read them again and I realize how silly or stupid they are?  It would break my heart.  However, it’s possible my heart would win out in the end and I would still appreciate the book for what it originally gave me.  Even if I didn’t enjoy it now.

Let me know which books you want to re-read or which ones you already have!

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21 Books I’ve Been Meaning to Read

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I frequently get newsletters from different publishing companies and other book websites.  I like to get these since it keeps me updated on new and popular books.  Recently, I got one from Penguin Random House with a book list called 21 Books You’ve Been Meaning to Read.  While I’ve read some of the books, I didn’t feel like the list really represented what I have been meaning to read and it got me thinking about what my list would look like.  So, here is a list of the 21 books I’ve been meaning to read in no particular order!

  1. Gulliver’s Travels by Jonathan Swift

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    I was supposed to read this twice in university, but I somehow managed to avoid it all together while still passing my classes.  Eventually, I would like to read it and I know what happens for the most part.  It seems pretty thin, from what I can remember.. so I really could knock it out in a weekend.  I just need to get myself into the mood.

  2. Memoirs of a Geisha by Arthur Golden

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    Honestly, I have no idea what this book is about.  It’s one of those books that I see everywhere and so many people have recommended it to me.  Every time I see it in the bookstore I stop and stare at it on the shelf.  However, I always decide to pass.  Maybe I’ll choose to read it within this next year?

  3. The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time by Mark Haddon

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    I remember seeing this around the house when I was a teenager.  My mom had the paperback and I always thought the cutout of the upside-down poodle was really cool.  My mom isn’t an avid reader so it took her a while to finish it which lead me to seeing it around the house for a good long time.  I remember asking my mom if I could read it, but she said it was above my reading level and suggested I read it when I’m older.  I think I’m scared to read this one really.  I’ve built it up in my head (when I don’t even know what it’s about) and I’m worried it won’t live up to my expectations.

  4. The Book Thief by Markus Zusak

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    This one is sad.  I don’t know why I haven’t read it.  I think I protested this just out of the fact that it was super popular.  My friend who never reads has even been telling me to read this.  I tried to borrow it from her, but ended up giving it back after reading the first paragraph.  I keep hearing how amazing it is and I think I just need to bite the bullet with this one and try it out!

  5. The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo by Stieg Larsson

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    This is another book that my non-reader friend has told me to read.  It took her over a year to read it, but she is proud of herself!  I just really haven’t been in the mood for series books in a long time and I know that’s what this is.  Also, I’ve heard it’s difficult to read because of the amount of information in the book.  But, this does seem like a good series for winter vacation since I’m just staying at home.

  6. The Fellowship of the Ring by J. R. R. Tolkien

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    I read The Hobbit when I was as freshman in high school.  I really enjoyed it and of course I loved the movies as well.  I’ve been meaning to read them especially since one of my good friends is a huge LotR fan.  You know, I bash people who have watched the Harry Potter movies, but haven’t read the books.  It’s a bit hypocritical of me to do that when I’ve done the exact same thing with the LotR series.

  7. The Liars’ Club by Mary Karr

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    This is another one of those books that I saw around the house.  As I’ve gotten older, my mom keeps telling me I need to read it.  Since the book is a memoir based on Karr’s life in Southeast Texas, my mom was really able to relate to the book.  My mom always mentions different places that were referenced in the book and she gets so animated when she talks about it!  That is not something my mom usually does, so I will for sure one day read this.

  8. Beaches by Iris Rainer Dart

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    One day I asked my mom where she got my name from, and she said it came from the movie Beaches with Bette Midler.  After watching it, I was upset that I was named after the character Hillary, but my mom insists it has nothing to do with the character and she just thought the name was pretty.  Either way, the movie is based off this book!  I feel like since it’s my namesake I really should take the time to read it.

  9. The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde

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    One of my friends really really wanted me to read this because of The Confessions of Dorian Gray.  It had been on my list before then, but I would say it’s gotten closer to the top since then.  My friend’s favorite television show is Merlin and one of the actors, Alexander Vlahos, is the voice of Dorian so she really pushed me to read it.  I was pretty busy at the time and I’ve found that I don’t follow audio well.  So, it got pushed to the side.

  10. 1Q84 by Haruki Murakami

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    I have always heard so many good things about this book.  I actually got about half way through before I got bored and put it down.  Lately I’ve been wanting to finish reading it and find out what happens.

  11. Moby-Dick by Herman Melville

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    I’ve attempted to read this before.  And while I don’t really WANT to read it, I want to read it just so I can say I did.  I feel like once I finish reading it you should be given a patch or pin to prove you succeeded!  Hey, that’s not a bad idea… Someone should make patches or pins for books so you can collect them like girl scouts badges.

  12. Dead Man Walking by Helen Prejean

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    The only reason I’ve wanted to read this for a long time is because one of the men interviewed by the nun actually murdered a distant relative of mine.  My mom would point them out to me at funerals and tell me about the book and the movie.  I haven’t seen the movie and I won’t until after I read the book, but since it’s woven into our family history, I’m really interested to read and research more on the subject.  The family also has a book called Dead Family Walking that I plan on reading along with this one.

  13. A Clockwork Orange by Anthony Burgess

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    I feel bad saying this, but I have no idea what this book is about.  This book is always mentioned and there is art based off the book everywhere.  I feel like this is one of those books that I need to have read.  I feel pretty bad calling myself an English Literature major while I haven’t read this.

  14. Catch-22 by Joseph Heller

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    Basically copy and paste what I said about A Clockwork Orange here.  This is the same predicament.

  15. Middlesex by Jeffrey Eugenides

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    This is another one of those books that I saw my mom reading and sitting around the house often.  I also have no idea what this book is about, but I remember the cover and always wanted to read it.

  16. The Little Prince by Antoine de Saint-Exupery

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    The Little Prince is very popular in South Korea.  I have never felt bad before for not reading it, but here I feel so guilty.  You can go to rest stops and the theme is The Little Prince.  If you are looking for places to go in South Korea, you’ll always see photos from the Little Prince statue in Busan and Petite France in Seoul.  Everyone is always so excited about seeing The Little Prince everywhere and I just don’t get it because I haven’t read the book.

  17. Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland by Lewis Carroll

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    I’ve always wanted to read this, but I haven’t gotten myself to pick up the book quite yet.  Barnes and Nobles has this really pretty pink version of the book and I’ve got that in storage back in Texas.  I’m not quite sure why, but reading Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland has always seemed daunting to me.

  18. Winnie-the-Pooh by A. A. Milne

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    Who doesn’t like Winnie-the-Pooh?  I grew up watching the Disney cartoon and my VHS cover was beaten to bits.  My favorite character is Rabbit.  I’ve always gravitated towards the older grumpy characters in movies for some reason.  Piglet is a close second for me.  I think this is one of those cases where I haven’t read it because I have seen so much of the world through the eyes of Disney.  What if the book doesn’t live up to this whole world I’ve created in my head?  I guess I just need to try it out and see what happens.

  19. The Martian Chronicles by Ray Bradbury

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    I’m almost certain this was a book assigned to me in university that I never read.  One of my cousins is really big into science fiction and I remember this being on a book shelf at their house.  Of course, I hear about Ray Bradbury all the time too.

  20. My Sister’s Keeper by Jodi Picoult

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    I actually tried to read this right when it came out in 2004, but it was a bit above my reading level and I just couldn’t handle it.  But I remember thinking “wow, this is a serious book.”  I haven’t see the movie and I really don’t want to, but I would like to pick this book up again and give it another try now that I’m older.

  21. Wicked by Gregory Maguire

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    No, I haven’t seen the musical, but I have listened to the sound track a million times over.  This is another book my mom read and I remember she wouldn’t let me borrow it because she was worried she wouldn’t get it back.  I also remember her friends not liking it because it wasn’t similar to the musical, but my mom still enjoyed it.

I really feel like I’ve learned a lot about myself while making this list.  You can’t force me to read a book if I’m not feeling it.  That goes for university and friend recommendations.  I’ve also learned that what I’ve wanted to read has been heavily influenced by what I saw my mom reading when I was younger.  I had never noticed that before now!

Now that I’ve written all these books down in a list, I feel compelled to read them all this coming year.  I’m not committing to it, but I think I will attempt to read some of the books on this list.  I don’t want to spend too much time reading classics when there is so much new content coming out daily!  But that is one of the problems book lovers have, our to be read pile is never ending.

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